Catch up

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My last companion  animal I  will ever know  has passed away and I get to linger however long in a cold, dark, and empty dwelling  waiting to die alone.

Life is crushing me.

The void is within me and my  only friend is sick i think.

It seems to get colder each night. My breathing is chirps and weird rattles.  Fun fum fun.

I  wish i could get the liguid out of my left  lung.

My last companion  animal I  will ever know  has passed away and I get to linger however long in a cold, dark, and empty dwelling  waiting to die alone.
I found a pic of Bhido i thought i had deleted  in the hidden pics on my phone.
I'm going to let go and let God. I have no interest  in  survival  just to be raped on the streets. That's no future anyone  would ever want. Plus once you get knocked down there is no way to get up. So I guess it will be ok after all.